An introduction to my lfe.

Heyy.
I'm starting out this blog because I find it's easier to talk to a bunch of strangers than it is to anyone else. I have a lot to say, and sometimes it really means nothing. My point of view is that if I'm thinking about it, there's a reason.
If you're reading this and you know me, bear with me. If you don't, let me introduce myself.
I'm 18. I'm your average teenage girl, trying to find myself in this thing we call life. I graduated from high school in 2011, and now I just work. A simple "just a job" kind of job. Oddly enough, I love it. I love the people I work with and the atmosphere around me whenever I'm there. You can say I'm quite content.
I wish to study sociology sometime in the near future. Maybe take a course in English. If I could do anything in this life, I'd write. I'd write stories that people fall in love with, and novels that you can't put down. But for now, this is all it'll be.
I live in a city. I hate it. I am country at heart. I think that if I lived in a small town, the way I see myself would be one hundred times clearer. I honestly believe I wouldn't have to have a blog to try and sort everything out. I would know who I am. I would own a dirt bike, I think. And a 1950 Chevy pickup. And I'd have a close group of girlfriends who I'd go out and party with or shop with. I'd spend most of my time outdoors running or biking. The first chance I have to get out, I plan on leaving.

My biggest fear is being alone for the rest of my life.
My biggest dream is to marry the man of my dreams. A man who will treat me like I'm the best thing that has ever happened to him. And I'll have kids who I'll raise to the best of my ability. I'll be so in love with being in love, that'll be enough. Not all the money in the world could fill that void in my heart if I live life alone.
Music helps me through so much and I thrive on finding songs and artists that reach my soul.
Family is the most important thing in my life, even though majority of the time we're arguing or bitching. I know in the end, if all else fails, they will still be there for me.
And most importantly, all these things I just listed, I'm struggling with. But that's life right?
So it begins; my life written out for anyone to read. For anyone who is struggling just like I am.

Words make a difference. Words matter.